And how could I be with people for over few years and then they left me. They found a new one, and then suddenly thought we are not goin well anymore, got problem here and there, got something we didnt had any discussions yet and how sweet they left.
And how could I be the one who cannot move on for few years because the thoughts they will realise that everything they have done to me was wrong. I do have mistakes, they do have mistakes and thats why we need to take time, be far from each other, find whats wrong, realise them, need to discuss and try to fix it again. And.... thats is why, my thoughts are totally rubbish!!
I did remember everything. How I met them, how things goin from step to step until the day everything was ruined. Even recalling those things, still break my hearts into thousand pieces and shows how fragile and stupid and bloody me. I just haha need to laugh to myself. Bittersweet memories. Once were so sweet until things happened!! And pooof everything dissappear ;)
And its really good to watch a movie that inspire me. Goin to watch that movie again and again and again. To connect my brain cells to finally wake up. And forgetting everything! Gonna list that movie to my favorite all time movies huh.
And writting this, are not wanting them back and not hoping for them anymore. Just how I feel when I realise how unintelligent me to think that people will do the same like I did. Seriously. They wont. They wouldnt.
I really got emotional with this movie. HAHAHA I cried the moment that main cast cried while take a deep long breath to start her new life. Gosh thats really fuuhhhhhh.
Begin Again,
I Love You
